Friday, September 12, 2008

It is what it is...awwww, crap!

Well here I sit listening to the clickety click of the keyboards as my fifth graders work on their keyboarding skills. My goal is to have all 5 graders proficient in keyboarding...rather lofty goal you say...oh well, just wait - I have more "goals"-

I would love to say that the 10 lbs I lost over the summer has been accompanied by more lbs moving away...but alas, it's not a fact. I have gained those 10 and now I'm working on more. I'm completely frustrated and completely fat! And on top of that...suddenly my skin has decided that it is going to be all "swarthy" and "Mediterranean" like it was in my youth. So any make up I put on runs down to my chin by the time I get to work. I look like a dadgum raccoon because even the waterproof mascara runs on me...can you believe it!!! Soooo, not happy about this particular physical sitch!

On the greener side of the fence...my voice lessons are really going well. I'm slooowly regaining my range (and if I'd take care of said fat issue my breath control and stamina would greatly improve ...ahhh, but I digress). Elise is workin' my buttocks off but it is soooo paying off. I'm almost excited to go to my voice lessons now. I really wish I had a piano...it would make practicing soooooo much easier. Right now, I'm using a pitch pipe (and not a very good one at that - you have to hold yer mouth jes right or it won't sound) okay, so anyway....HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY about this sitch!

Soooo, all the people around me are either skinny or getting skinny!!! HATE IT FOR ME! It's great for them...but not so much for me...makes me all jealous, which makes me depressed, which makes me eat chocolate, which makes me depressed, which makes me eat chocolate...you can already tell this ends badly.

Oh, did I mention that my face is all "zit ridden" like I'm a teenager...which obviously based on the "heat wave" I frequently experience I am not. I mean, let's just add insult to injury...I'm fat, swarthy AND zitty! OMG!!!!

6 comments:

skoots1mom said...

i'm witcha...
can we meet for koffee and cry together?!!
gotta laff coz i'm tired acryin'

may god send us some special grace..right now! pleeeeuuuuuuzzz!

Sarah said...

That's how I felt when you were losing weight and I wasn't. You can do it!

Mezzo Forte said...

Annnnddd when was that?

Anonymous said...

I don't have my own blog yet - heck I just joined facebook so I could see what my Julia is up to but I read your blog from 9/12 and about wet my pants. Thanks for the chuckle.
Oh and just so you know - you sounded wonderful at church on Sunday and I do believe you went a little higher in your range????
Love ya,
Kim Jefferson

Anonymous said...

Boy, you never know who you will meet up with on the Internet.

Love, Mother Rat

skoots1mom said...

Hey, I saw this on Martha yesterday...
and it's one of those you could eat if you get hungry while you're "masking"
ha ha

Homemade Pumpkin Mask
Mix 1/2 can pumpkin puree (not pumpkin pie filling) with 1/2-3/4 Cup whole milk yogurt.
Stir together and apply to clean skin.
Leave on for 10 minutes.
Do this once a week.

...beautifying properties of pumpkin--a natural beauty technique whichs saves money.
High in Vitamins A and C and antioxidants and moisturizes your skin, which is needed this time of year